hard to believe things are going so slow. why o why do i take 8-9 hours of sleep per night—yeah, i need to keep my mind functional, but can i really finish everything at this pace? i’ll admit it—i’m worried about graduating passing. everything is vital. then why do i act so nonchalant about it? if i don’t make it happen, will i fail? what happens then? i can’t even consider it. the biggest shame of my life is impending i can feel it. i’m doomed…