been a long time realized tonight i’ve denied myself feeling self discovery stops, self awareness falters wisdom dies. passion dies. curiousity questions stop. honesty withers.
so here i am. journal got me through tough times look at come full circle. original entries moot. look back see progress see passion see anger see real life humanity not this mundane shit called salary.
ex no longer ex just friend just sweetie just cool cat. relationships end begin fade abruptly nothing ever happens so much happens. long shots make it don’t come home too soon. go make history.
dreams reawakened feelings revived confidence rebuilt. the world’s a crazy place don’t be surprised by anything. my one sure thing is still sure. but i doubt it all the time.
other dreams get pushed down by the man. too much work too much sleep too much televison too much heat too much salary not enough drive too easily satisfied. make it happen but do it soon. life’s for the living. don’t be scared. tour the world quit your job love your lover.