Well, opportunity seems largely wasted today. I sat here and battled with this #*?!% computer. Because the keyboard freezes up (or is it overheating?), it takes twice as long to do things—which sure doesn’t make me enjoy it very much…So there’s some quality PCC stuff coming up—but no matter how good it is, I have bad feelings about it. Plus, this #*&?! stool is SO VERY UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!!! I would love to work at home. I would love to take some freelance work. I would love to devote some serious time to PCC. But I don’t think any of it can happen until the working conditions improve. I was much more comfortable in my ass cube at work. I need to get a computer and a desk.
Will Ms Spiffy call me today? On Sunday, I asked her if she wanted to get together this week. She didn’t sound too enthusiastic, but she said she might call me. Today is Thursday. Haven’t heard from her. If not tonight, then the week is over. I guess I’m just a weekend friend…She’ll hang out when she's bored, but don’t expect her to take any initiative. Boooooooooo!
I haven’t done most of the things I wanted to do this summer. Why not? Because I’m a lazy-ass-piece-of-shiz! That’s why. Because I spend all day sitting in the dark in front of a broken computer. At least at NN I was getting paid to waste my life…
Q: What have the past 36 days proved?
A: That I’m kind of a loser!