venture capital foundation grant nerve theden advertising subscriptions, mind washing like dishwasher outside my room scrubbing polishing ideas missing key pieces just like everyone else don’t want to give up the dream settle for cash, but frustration no compensation makes it hard to persevere. why is my happiness tied to creative projects entreprenurial success doing it my way wild frontier breaking new ground? why can’t i just settle into comfortable job get married grill hamburgers on the patio? i sold myself on that idea once, but maybe it was just good marketing…