smoke after a long hiatus returns to rotation felt tough wouldn’t be affected yet drawn to listen—don’t know why i thought that, of course i was affected return wash of emotion but feels much more like past than present i’m getting used to the idea but doesn’t mean the emotion doesn’t reside deep comes and goes easy to set off missing recently but casual cool is better than discomfort aloof. still time marches on—what will happen next quiet before the storm?